Never more

Tu silueta.

2007-06-11T20:28:00.000-04:00

Tu silueta va caminando
con el alma trise y dormida
ya lo aurora no es nada nuevo
pa tus ojos grandes y pa tu frente
ya el cielo y sus estrellas
se quedaron mudos lejanos y muertos
Simpa tu mente ajena

Nos hablaron una vez cuando niños
cuando la vida se muestra entera
el futuro que cuando grandes
ahi murieron ya los momentos
sembraron asi sus semillas
y tuvimos miedo temblamos
y en esto se nos fue la vida

Cada uno aferrado a sus dioses
productos de toda una historia
los modelan y los destruyen
y segun eso ordenan sus vidas
en la frente les ponen monedas
y de sus largas manos
le cuelgan candados
letreros y rejas

tenia este blog un poco abandonado, tengo sentimiento extraños y me agrada esta cancion.

long gone

2007-02-22T22:27:00.000-03:00

it's been a while, now im making myself clear as a living human being.
i'm still alive

i had a visits and i was happy... we went to starbuck's one rainy day in february hahahah

now i drink tea.. different color teas and i listent to morcheeba

alternative - electronic lounge

if i ever loose my faith in you

2006-10-15T23:35:00.000-03:00

you are my reason to live, i cant live if you dont, i wont survive a day if you leave me, you are everything i need. right now i feel lost, i feel alone and i think you have left me but i wont belive it 'till i see myself gone. you have been there for me whenever i have needed you and i thank you for it. you are the only one who gets me helps me to move on, with you i feel alive.
i dont know why im writing this to you, i know you will never read it, both becouse you cant and becouse you hate me, i know you do, even if you try to hide it... im not stupid.
i know you think im lame and you would hate to know how i feel right now, but this is it, i have to be honest for once in my life.
i now know that even if i think or feel supported and loved by my friends, you are the only one i will everhave and in only you i can trust, only you can truly help me and only you know me as deep as i know you, we were made for each other and that is how we'll stay, even if you dont want to.
i think we reached a point of no return, we broke up, we splitted up and i miss you, maybe you miss me too. i want you to know that the things i do to keep us tied up are the things i think are right, i think this is it! and im sorry if i push you, but i love you and i need you, i know you need me too and no matter what it takes, i will keep you next to me, no matter how hard you try to get away, you know you cant be without me, i made you and you are mine.

i wish you could see me eventually, then you would understeand, maybe one day you'll read this and wake up... or maybe i need you like this... in the back of my mind, in my fears and sorrows, i need you strong... i need me.

historia

2006-10-06T20:05:00.000-04:00

Tengo un teclado nuevo, un hámster y un dolor de cabeza.

No se si todas esas cosas son positivas o todas negativas... pero creo q no es muy importante en este momento. Hoy tuve una discusión, mejor dicho, dos discusiones y ambas fueron mas bien fuertes y…desagradables, me hubiera gustado evitarlas, pero me alegra que todas las cosas que se dijeron se hayan dicho, creo q eran sentimientos que todos teníamos hace mucho tiempo.

Muchas veces en el pasado ha ocurrido, en mi pasado personal, que algunas personas deciden ser jueces y dictadores de las cosas que pueden o no pasar en mi vida, he visto como personas de afuera se inmiscuyen en mis asuntos y toman decisiones por mí. He visto pasar frente a mí una cantidad de relaciones que me habría gustado que fueran, pero fueron arrebatadas por caprichos de terceros, por ideas de otras personas, personas que deciden quien puede estar conmigo y quien no. Ya me aburrí de ser un juguete para la gente, ser un peluche o una Barbi, estoy cansada de tener que aceptar lo que otra gente dice o hace en cuanto a mi vida.

Cada persona tiene su propia vida y hay gente que no esta de acuerdo con la suya, por lo que decide vivir la de alguien más interesante. Creo que no hay nada mas patético y triste que eso.

Me gustaría poder vivir mi propia vida alguna vez, creo que seria una travesía muy interesante, me imagino que será divertido puesto que tanta gente lo ha hecho, solo falto yo.

oktoberfest!

2006-10-03T21:11:00.000-04:00

me gustaria ser alcoholica para poder celebrar con ganas hehehe. en fin. pasan cosas buenas en octubre.

tes de "manchas", muy entretenido, salieron cosas muy chistosas en mis resultados.

sin tema... mentira... sin animo de compartir.... mentira tambien. pa la otra comparto.

p.s. creo q me he vuelto una fanatica empedernida de korn (no se como reaccionar a eso)

saludos a todos

envolée

2006-09-26T19:32:00.000-04:00

Y a tellement d'bruit au fond d'mes nuits
Que meme mes larmes font du vacarme
Y a tellement d'suie au fond d'mes cris
Que meme quand j'pleure ca reste gris
J'ai tant dormi sous les étoiles
J'ai tant couru pour oublier
J'ai tant dormi sous les étoiles
Que meme mon âme s'est envolée
Envolée.....

Dormida sobre mi montaña de lágrimas
suena lindo... me gustaria poder dormir sobre mis lagrimas, tibias y suaves.. aunque mojadas.

volvi a clases y no me fue muy bien... todo lo contrario diria yo, hoy no fui al colegio porque no pude aguantar la presion que yo misma me pongo. soy muy mala conmigo misma. espero poder salir de esto pronto, tengo muchas ganas de ser yo otra vez, pero ya no sere la misma, eso esta claro. cosas tan simples como la imagen que tengo de mi misma han cambiado drascticamente, he cambiado algunas cosas malas por otras peores, cosa que me da mucha pena... jamas pense ser capaz de todo esto, jamas pense odiarme tanto.

mi imagen en un espejo se deforma y me mira desde el otro lado alguien que odio y me repugna... alguien que no conozco, alguien repugnante.

memories

2006-09-13T21:42:00.000-04:00

How could i
Ever forget you
How could i
Ever remember
How could i ever
See you through
All the pain you’ve
Made me go through
How could i
Belive it wasnt you
Who shared the dream
Of never leave

that is something i wrote a long time ago... feelings.

mi deadly sins

2006-09-11T23:52:00.000-04:00

Your Deadly Sins

Pride: 80%

Envy: 20%

Greed: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Lust: 0%

Sloth: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 17%

You will become famous - and subsequently killed by a stalker.

How Sinful Are You?

not here

2006-09-11T14:52:00.000-04:00

Jamelia - stop

All that I have is all that you've given me
Did you never worry that I'd come to depend on you
I gave you all the love I had in me
Now I've found you've lied and I can't believe its true
wrapped in her arms i see you across the street
and i can't help but i wonder if she knows what's going on

oooo you'd better stop!
Before you tear me all apart
You'd better stop!
Before you go and break my heart
oooo you'd better stop

Time after time I've tried to walk away
But its not that easy when your soul is torn in two
So I just resigned myself to wait everyday
Now all I can do is to leave it up to you

oooo you'd better stop!
Before you tear me all apart
You'd better stop!
Before you go and break my heart
oooo you'd better stop

If you love me
Now's the time to be sorry
I won't believe that you'd walk out on me baby yeah

oooo you'd better stop!
Before you tear me all apart
You'd better stop!
Before you go and break my heart

You'd better Stop! Stop!
oooo you'd better Stop! Stop!

the best song... and the best voice. i love it.
weird day... it started early and fast. nost very nice, now im specting visits and i dont know what am i gonna do once they get here - thats it-

peace

only for you

2006-09-08T17:45:00.000-04:00

how can i show you how much i love you without hurting anyone else?
i think there is no way to do it... i'll just hide it for ever. You were my best friend once, now you are me biggest love and i need you beside me and i cant have you.

i know smoking kills... i dont give a fuck.. i'll smoke 'till i get tired of it.

im sick

be real

2006-09-07T14:24:00.000-04:00

ser real, no es muy facil, menos para mi en estos momentos. me siento perdida ... constantemente dormida, vivo un sueño, para mi la realidad no existe.

lo unico que se es lo que tengo dentro, lo que es natural para mi, lo que vivo dia a dia, como por ejemplo: se que me gusta el cafe, soy fumadora, me gusta dormir y me doy duchas muy largas... me gustan los hipopotamos, los admiro, son flojos y dan susto :D a mi no me dan susto. los amo!

sin comentarios...estoy aburrida y enojada contigo pk no me has llamado... te estoy esperando.

it's not worth it

"They"

Who made up all the rules?
We follow them like fools,
Believe them to be true,
Don't care to think them through

And I'm sorry, so sorry
I'm sorry it's like this
I'm sorry, so sorry
I'm sorry we do this

And it's ironic too
'Cause what we tend to do
Is act on what they say
And then it is that way

And I'm sorry, so sorry
I'm sorry it's like this
I'm sorry, so sorry
I'm sorry we do this

Who are they?
Where are they?
How can they possibly
Know all this?
Who are they?
Where are they?
How can they possibly
Know all this?

Do you see what I see?
Why do we live like this?
Is it because it's true
That ignorance is bliss?

Who are they?
Where are they?
How do they
Know all this?
And I'm sorry, so sorry
I'm sorry it's like this

Do you see what I see?
Why do we live like this?
Is it because it's true
That ignorance is bliss?

And who are they?
Where are they?
How can they
Know all this?
And I'm sorry, so sorry
I'm sorry we do this

once more

2006-09-05T13:37:00.000-04:00

here i am once more... after the worst day of my life. im back
i should have things to say... but i dont, or i dont feel like saying them... strange world. i feel like nothing, i do nothing and i have nothing to say. only demons and desires.

No more I love you's by Annie Lennox

I used to be lunatic from the gracious days
I used to be woebegone and so restless nights
My aching heart would bleed for you to see
Oh but now...
(I don't find myself bouncing round whistling
and fortunes to make me cry)
No more "I love you's"
The language is leaving me
No more "I love you's"
Changes are shifting outside the word
(The lover speaks about the monsters)
I used to have demons in my room at night
Desire,despair,desire,so many monsters
Oh but now...
(I don't find myself bouncing round whistling
and fortunes to make me cry)

No more "I love you's"
The language is leaving me
No more "I love you's"
The language is leaving me in silence
No more "I love you's"
Changes are shifting outside the word

They were being really crazy
They were on the come.
And you know what mammy?
Everybody was being really crazy.
Uh huh.
The monsters are crazy.
There are monsters outsides.

No more "I love you's"
The language is leaving me
No more "I love you's"
The language is leaving me in silence
No more "I love you's"
Changes are shifting outside the word

Outside the word

nevermind

2006-08-29T18:49:00.000-04:00

no me siento muy bien... todo lo contrario, me siento mas bien mal, no que pasa conmigo ni que pasara en un futuro proximo o quizas lejano, me siento atrapada en el cuerpo de una persona que no soy yo, siento como si hubiera envejecido de un dia para otro, ya no tengo fuerzas ni ganas de nada, solo quiero dormir todo el dia.
jamas pense que llegaria a esto... pero lo estoy viviendo y espero salir y recuperarme pronto... mientras tanto solo me queda llorar y recivir el cariño de la gente que me rodea y me quiere.

nirvana / come as you are

Come as you are, as you were,
As I want you to be
As a friend, as a friend, as an old enemy
Take your time, hurry up
The choice is yours, don't be late
Take a rest as a friend as an old memoria

Come dowsed in mud, soaked in bleach
As I want you to be
As a trend, as a friend, as an old memoria

And I swear that I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun

troubles

2006-08-25T22:17:00.000-04:00









oh lordy, trouble so hard
oh lordy, trouble so hard,
don't nobody know my troubles but God
don't nobody know my troubles but God

went down the hill, the other day
my soul got happy and stayed all day

oh lordy...

went in the room, didn't stay long,
looked on the bed and brother was dead

oh lordy...


that's life.. sometimes you just can't share...
i feel so bad, like shit lately, i hate the world, i hate myself... i feel emo.
no school for me today /again/ maybe someday i'll return, maybe not

that's it

back on track

2006-08-23T19:32:00.000-04:00

i'm back... yeah! con new blog, el otro tristemente fallecio, asiq aki estoy, espero poder dedicarle mucho tiempo a informar a la gente que le interesa mi vida y tambien poder dar mi opinion sin miedos.
en fin, las noticias comenzaran e una proxima actualizacion porq en este momento no tengo ganas de comentar sobre mi vida, solo q mis papas volvieron :) y que no fui a clases...

y eso! un beso y un saludo a toda la gente bella que me rodea

kisses.. bye!

p.d: me gustaria ser asi de bella...