envolée

Y a tellement d'bruit au fond d'mes nuits
Que meme mes larmes font du vacarme
Y a tellement d'suie au fond d'mes cris
Que meme quand j'pleure ca reste gris
J'ai tant dormi sous les étoiles
J'ai tant couru pour oublier
J'ai tant dormi sous les étoiles
Que meme mon âme s'est envolée
Envolée.....


Dormida sobre mi montaña de lágrimas
suena lindo... me gustaria poder dormir sobre mis lagrimas, tibias y suaves.. aunque mojadas.

volvi a clases y no me fue muy bien... todo lo contrario diria yo, hoy no fui al colegio porque no pude aguantar la presion que yo misma me pongo. soy muy mala conmigo misma. espero poder salir de esto pronto, tengo muchas ganas de ser yo otra vez, pero ya no sere la misma, eso esta claro. cosas tan simples como la imagen que tengo de mi misma han cambiado drascticamente, he cambiado algunas cosas malas por otras peores, cosa que me da mucha pena... jamas pense ser capaz de todo esto, jamas pense odiarme tanto.

mi imagen en un espejo se deforma y me mira desde el otro lado alguien que odio y me repugna... alguien que no conozco, alguien repugnante.

memories

How could i
Ever forget you
How could i
Ever remember
How could i ever
See you through
All the pain you’ve
Made me go through
How could i
Belive it wasnt you
Who shared the dream
Of never leave

that is something i wrote a long time ago... feelings.

mi deadly sins

Your Deadly Sins

Pride: 80%

Envy: 20%

Greed: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Lust: 0%

Sloth: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 17%

You will become famous - and subsequently killed by a stalker.

How Sinful Are You?

not here

Jamelia - stop

All that I have is all that you've given me
Did you never worry that I'd come to depend on you
I gave you all the love I had in me
Now I've found you've lied and I can't believe its true
wrapped in her arms i see you across the street
and i can't help but i wonder if she knows what's going on

oooo you'd better stop!
Before you tear me all apart
You'd better stop!
Before you go and break my heart
oooo you'd better stop

Time after time I've tried to walk away
But its not that easy when your soul is torn in two
So I just resigned myself to wait everyday
Now all I can do is to leave it up to you

oooo you'd better stop!
Before you tear me all apart
You'd better stop!
Before you go and break my heart
oooo you'd better stop

If you love me
Now's the time to be sorry
I won't believe that you'd walk out on me baby yeah

oooo you'd better stop!
Before you tear me all apart
You'd better stop!
Before you go and break my heart

You'd better Stop! Stop!
oooo you'd better Stop! Stop!

the best song... and the best voice. i love it.
weird day... it started early and fast. nost very nice, now im specting visits and i dont know what am i gonna do once they get here - thats it-

peace

only for you

how can i show you how much i love you without hurting anyone else?
i think there is no way to do it... i'll just hide it for ever. You were my best friend once, now you are me biggest love and i need you beside me and i cant have you.

i know smoking kills... i dont give a fuck.. i'll smoke 'till i get tired of it.

im sick

be real

ser real, no es muy facil, menos para mi en estos momentos. me siento perdida ... constantemente dormida, vivo un sueño, para mi la realidad no existe.

lo unico que se es lo que tengo dentro, lo que es natural para mi, lo que vivo dia a dia, como por ejemplo: se que me gusta el cafe, soy fumadora, me gusta dormir y me doy duchas muy largas... me gustan los hipopotamos, los admiro, son flojos y dan susto :D a mi no me dan susto. los amo!

sin comentarios...estoy aburrida y enojada contigo pk no me has llamado... te estoy esperando.

it's not worth it


"They"

Who made up all the rules?
We follow them like fools,
Believe them to be true,
Don't care to think them through

And I'm sorry, so sorry
I'm sorry it's like this
I'm sorry, so sorry
I'm sorry we do this

And it's ironic too
'Cause what we tend to do
Is act on what they say
And then it is that way

And I'm sorry, so sorry
I'm sorry it's like this
I'm sorry, so sorry
I'm sorry we do this

Who are they?
Where are they?
How can they possibly
Know all this?
Who are they?
Where are they?
How can they possibly
Know all this?

Do you see what I see?
Why do we live like this?
Is it because it's true
That ignorance is bliss?

Who are they?
Where are they?
How do they
Know all this?
And I'm sorry, so sorry
I'm sorry it's like this

Do you see what I see?
Why do we live like this?
Is it because it's true
That ignorance is bliss?

And who are they?
Where are they?
How can they
Know all this?
And I'm sorry, so sorry
I'm sorry we do this

once more

here i am once more... after the worst day of my life. im back
i should have things to say... but i dont, or i dont feel like saying them... strange world. i feel like nothing, i do nothing and i have nothing to say. only demons and desires.

No more I love you's by Annie Lennox

I used to be lunatic from the gracious days
I used to be woebegone and so restless nights
My aching heart would bleed for you to see
Oh but now...
(I don't find myself bouncing round whistling
and fortunes to make me cry)
No more "I love you's"
The language is leaving me
No more "I love you's"
Changes are shifting outside the word
(The lover speaks about the monsters)
I used to have demons in my room at night
Desire,despair,desire,so many monsters
Oh but now...
(I don't find myself bouncing round whistling
and fortunes to make me cry)

No more "I love you's"
The language is leaving me
No more "I love you's"
The language is leaving me in silence
No more "I love you's"
Changes are shifting outside the word

They were being really crazy
They were on the come.
And you know what mammy?
Everybody was being really crazy.
Uh huh.
The monsters are crazy.
There are monsters outsides.

No more "I love you's"
The language is leaving me
No more "I love you's"
The language is leaving me in silence
No more "I love you's"
Changes are shifting outside the word

Outside the word